December, akhir yang bahagia, awal yang indah

waaah gak kerasa banget nih udah december...jadi keinget jaman sma dulu december musimnya apaan ya?mm yang pasti lagu Back To December bakal sering diputer karena selalu ada hal indah di setiap bulan dalam satu tahun. Jadi keinget dulu tahun baruan di rumah Yansha....waktu itu sambil nungguin jam 12 malem aku, ambon, Adrian, Luqman, Yansha, Yayas, Fajar, Bona, sama Atsil *sama siapa lagi aku lupa, kita keluar cari udara, waktu itu habis hujan...jalanan licin..masih gerimis..waktu itu aku inget aku berbagi payung sama salah seorang temanku. Menyusuri jalan di perumahan nya si Yansha buat ngeliat pos hantu .hahhahaha udah ah ceritanya itu jaman jaman yang terlalu indah untuk dikenang.

Hmm jadi ... november lalu .. yup! rencana rencana yang ada di kepala sedikit demi sedikit sudah berhasil. Pokoknya november kemaren itu termasuk insya Allah pengantar sekaligus pintu masuk buat aku buat ngeraih semua cita cita dan impian. Semoga December nessia selalu bisa menjadi seseorang yang lebih baik , lebih dewasa, lebih berpegang teguh pada apa yang menjadi keinginannya sejak kecil. Semoga Allah selalu menyertai dan mengabulkan semua doa juga semoga dikasih yang terbaik,,amin. Welcome December, gonna love you

Mommy's quotes - quotes #4

"your brother is like me outside, your father inside him. your little brother is like me inside and your father outside...but you ..are totally like your father"

soooo...it's been almost 5 months after our graduation. We usually try to have time for each other to meet up, because you know...what we do when we have a holiday, yuppyyy in a cafe and share stories during the time being freshman :) . This picture was taken in a photobox at the mall. Hmm my friends and I were so insane..me especially. Oh ya that little boy is my lil brother, I asked him to follow me to the mall because he had nothing to do so I decided to invite him even he probably didn't know what I would talk about with my friends, wooop woooop at that time he was just sitting there like a baby at the cafe while looking at me and besties doing something crazyyyyyyy

Friends' quotes #3

Lulu The Saint

Her name is Lulu

Come from the place so far away from here

Tellin herself that she's perfectly sweet, sinister

Tellin herself that she could be the beauty, horrible

NOOOOO! she's sooo dire!

                    No one could understand the way she speaks

                    No one could understand what she's gonna do

                    Hollllaaa Lulu....

                    what's your address ?

                    your house must be the place which anyone wants to visit

                    but it's not 

                    your house is the place which makes you so wicked

                    Holla Lulu...

                    what u gonna do ?

                    Hurting feeling is not what saints do

                    Holla Lulu..........

                    Your lists must be fulfilled by things what traitors do 

I'm sorry for the short poem, there are many things I want to write about Lulu, a girl who ever made me soooooooooooooo broken! and yea, this poem is dedicated to her, hope someday she'll read it, her name is really Lulu, you can call her a lucifer, I'm just trying to disguise it, sorry Lulu, I just want you to know that once you broke my happiness, I'll call you a saint and I'll never ever forget you!

Friends' quotes #2

"Just try to thank God more Nessia! you gotta believe everything would be better than you're asking to Him right now! You deserve happiness and it'll come in the right time" - Elsa & Davine, the goddess :)

Taken From Hujan dan Teduh by Wulan Dewatra

Kepadamu, aku menyimpan cemburu dalam harapan yang tertumpuk oleh sesak dipenuhi ragu.

Terlalu banyak ruang yang tak bisa aku buka. Dan, kebersamaan cuma memperbanyak ruang tertutup. Mungkin, jalan kita tidak bersimpangan. Ya, jalanmu dan jalanku. Meski, diam-diam, aku masih menatapmu dengan cinta yang malu-malu.

Aku dan kamu, seperti hujan dan teduh. pernahkah kau mendengar kisah mereka? Hujan dan teduh ditakdirkan bertemu, tetapi tidak bersama dalam perjalanan. Sperti itulah cinta kita. Seperti menebak langit abu-abu.


Mungkin, jalan kita tidak bersimpangan....

"Memori kita kadang- kadang sangat membatasi kita untuk maju ke depan. Kita kadang-kadang lupa bahwa hidup itu maju terus. "Waktu" itu maju kan?. Ada nggak yang punya jam yang jalannya terbalik? Nggak ada kan? Semuanya maju, hidup itu maju. Lari aja ke depan, kalaupun harus jatuh, pasti ke depan kok. Orang yang berhasil, pasti pernah gagal. Itu memori negatif yang menghalangi kesuksesan" - admin blog terselubung

Friends' quotes #1

"All you need to do is just smiling, even that smile is the smile of a pain" - Cendy, my beloved friend  

"I'm proud of my heart, it's been hurt many times, broken into pieces, but it's still trying to be strong and stronger after many tough things" - Bella, my beloved friend

Those who are willing to be happy, those who are aching, those who stay strong, those who are lucky enough to have a life, thank you God, I love You

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9.56 AM and I'm stalking on my first crush's facebook. Watching him grow up here is the best thing I've ever known after all we had in junior high. Feels like wanted to say "how r u" but too shy to do that, seeing him in pictures is more than enough, hope it's nice where you are :)