Sunday, September 30, 2012

Dear You

I was alone..totally alone
when I said I needed a shoulder to cry on to
when I felt there was nobody cared
when I thought my life would end up that easy
then you came along
In the mid lovely March
tried to figure out what's on my mind
I said you would never find it
and you wished my heart was yours
I said you would never be the one I needed
I said it would never be that easy

I remembered when you almost cried
You "tweeted"
You just did
you cried
Cause she's gone

April, You said you would stay
I believed
Your words...Your hug...Your broken smile
Made me see everything that I couldn't see
Made me believe in everything I thought it was all a lie
cause you opened my eyes
cause you made me believe in life

all your sweet lullaby
three half months passed by
Felt like living in a fairy tale
Happiness were there with me
I said don't worry don't worry
I have somebody
who used to be with me
I know he was lovely
I know he was trusty

And at July
When I felt like "where are you?"
I wished you knew
I missed you
Then I called you
I texted you
You said you wanted to be alone
But I know it wasn't and end
You thought it was a game?

Dear you..
I'm watching you gone
Don't you think seventeen's too young to be played by your dark twisted games when i loved you so?
is it me? or my blind optimism to blame?
or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love and take it away?

Dear you..
Someday I wish you knew