Sunday, December 16, 2012

CLASS TIME!


by cheapstamatic

cerita kecil dari Sukolilo

Ketika impian hanya menjadi sesuatu yang ada dalam fatamorgana
Ketika tawa menjadi sesuatu yang lebih dari sekedar kata "sederhana"
dan ketika warna, menjadi sesuatu yang sangat indah untuk beribu pasang mata


Aku..dan kawan-kawanku
bertumpang pangku
ya...di sore yang kelabu saat itu
Kami hanya bisu
bahwa kami tahu...kami belum cukup meraih apa yang kalian mau

Kawan kecil...aku ingin kalian tetap tertawa
aku ingin kalian untuk tetap setia
berdoa kepada Sang Maha Kuasa
kelak dewasa kalian akan menjadi orang yang berguna
Rumah kecil nan indah itu akan tetap menjadi kenangan kita bersama
di kala pertama kita berjumpa
tak akan pernah aku lupa gelak tawa
serta beribu cerita dari kalian semua

sampai jumpa di kemudian hari
esok...lusa..atau mungkin satu detik lagi
kami menanti kalian di sini
untuk berkata "KAMI TELAH MERAIH MIMPI!"

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Friend's quotes #6

"Jangan terus lihat ke belakang,!Masih banyak sesuatu yang harus difokuskan buat masa depan!" - Fidya, Little sister 

Friday, November 30, 2012

December, akhir yang bahagia, awal yang indah

waaah gak kerasa banget nih udah december...jadi keinget jaman sma dulu december musimnya apaan ya?mm yang pasti lagu Back To December bakal sering diputer karena selalu ada hal indah di setiap bulan dalam satu tahun. Jadi keinget dulu tahun baruan di rumah Yansha....waktu itu sambil nungguin jam 12 malem aku, ambon, Adrian, Luqman, Yansha, Yayas, Fajar, Bona, sama Atsil *sama siapa lagi aku lupa, kita keluar cari udara, waktu itu habis hujan...jalanan licin..masih gerimis..waktu itu aku inget aku berbagi payung sama salah seorang temanku. Menyusuri jalan di perumahan nya si Yansha buat ngeliat pos hantu .hahhahaha udah ah ceritanya itu jaman jaman yang terlalu indah untuk dikenang.

Hmm jadi ... november lalu .. yup! rencana rencana yang ada di kepala sedikit demi sedikit sudah berhasil. Pokoknya november kemaren itu termasuk insya Allah pengantar sekaligus pintu masuk buat aku buat ngeraih semua cita cita dan impian. Semoga December nessia selalu bisa menjadi seseorang yang lebih baik , lebih dewasa, lebih berpegang teguh pada apa yang menjadi keinginannya sejak kecil. Semoga Allah selalu menyertai dan mengabulkan semua doa juga semoga dikasih yang terbaik,,amin. Welcome December, gonna love you














Mommy's quotes - quotes #4

"your brother is like me outside, your father inside him. your little brother is like me inside and your father outside...but you ..are totally like your father"

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

soooo...it's been almost 5 months after our graduation. We usually try to have time for each other to meet up, because you know...what we do when we have a holiday, yuppyyy in a cafe and share stories during the time being freshman :) . This picture was taken in a photobox at the mall. Hmm my friends and I were so insane..me especially. Oh ya that little boy is my lil brother, I asked him to follow me to the mall because he had nothing to do so I decided to invite him even he probably didn't know what I would talk about with my friends, wooop woooop at that time he was just sitting there like a baby at the cafe while looking at me and besties doing something crazyyyyyyy

Monday, November 26, 2012

Friends' quotes #3






Lulu The Saint

Her name is Lulu
Come from the place so far away from here
Tellin herself that she's perfectly sweet, sinister
Tellin herself that she could be the beauty, horrible
NOOOOO! she's sooo dire!

                    No one could understand the way she speaks
                    No one could understand what she's gonna do
                    Hollllaaa Lulu....
                    what's your address ?
                    your house must be the place which anyone wants to visit
                    but it's not 
                    your house is the place which makes you so wicked
                    Holla Lulu...
                    what u gonna do ?
                    Hurting feeling is not what saints do
                    Holla Lulu..........
                    Your lists must be fulfilled by things what traitors do 




I'm sorry for the short poem, there are many things I want to write about Lulu, a girl who ever made me soooooooooooooo broken! and yea, this poem is dedicated to her, hope someday she'll read it, her name is really Lulu, you can call her a lucifer, I'm just trying to disguise it, sorry Lulu, I just want you to know that once you broke my happiness, I'll call you a saint and I'll never ever forget you!

Friends' quotes #2

"Just try to thank God more Nessia! you gotta believe everything would be better than you're asking to Him right now! You deserve happiness and it'll come in the right time" - Elsa & Davine, the goddess :)

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Taken From Hujan dan Teduh by Wulan Dewatra

Kepadamu, aku menyimpan cemburu dalam harapan yang tertumpuk oleh sesak dipenuhi ragu.

Terlalu banyak ruang yang tak bisa aku buka. Dan, kebersamaan cuma memperbanyak ruang tertutup. Mungkin, jalan kita tidak bersimpangan. Ya, jalanmu dan jalanku. Meski, diam-diam, aku masih menatapmu dengan cinta yang malu-malu.

Aku dan kamu, seperti hujan dan teduh. pernahkah kau mendengar kisah mereka? Hujan dan teduh ditakdirkan bertemu, tetapi tidak bersama dalam perjalanan. Sperti itulah cinta kita. Seperti menebak langit abu-abu.


Mungkin, jalan kita tidak bersimpangan....






Friday, November 16, 2012

"Memori kita kadang- kadang sangat membatasi kita untuk maju ke depan. Kita kadang-kadang lupa bahwa hidup itu maju terus. "Waktu" itu maju kan?. Ada nggak yang punya jam yang jalannya terbalik? Nggak ada kan? Semuanya maju, hidup itu maju. Lari aja ke depan, kalaupun harus jatuh, pasti ke depan kok. Orang yang berhasil, pasti pernah gagal. Itu memori negatif yang menghalangi kesuksesan" - admin blog terselubung

Monday, November 12, 2012

Friends' quotes #1

"All you need to do is just smiling, even that smile is the smile of a pain" - Cendy, my beloved friend  

"I'm proud of my heart, it's been hurt many times, broken into pieces, but it's still trying to be strong and stronger after many tough things" - Bella, my beloved friend


Sunday, November 11, 2012

Those who are willing to be happy, those who are aching, those who stay strong, those who are lucky enough to have a life, thank you God, I love You

Saturday, November 10, 2012

Dirgahayu Unair

Dirgahayu ke 58 Universitas Airlangga,  semoga semakin maju dalam membangun pendidikan dan membentuk moral anak-anak bangsa. Airlangga engkau hiduplah Airlangga tetap kau jaya


9.56 AM and I'm stalking on my first crush's facebook. Watching him grow up here is the best thing I've ever known after all we had in junior high. Feels like wanted to say "how r u" but too shy to do that, seeing him in pictures is more than enough, hope it's nice where you are :)

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

say hi to November



Ya it's still october 31st  when I'm writing this post :) . But I'm really really lookin forward to say hi to this sweet month. Hey november, haha I know you have bipolar weather, from sunny to rainy, many people get cold here already (not me :p). In my city we even have no rain yet. you know I'm missing those cold day when it's rainy all day long. Anyway, please be my month. As long as I live my present, I keep trying not to look back to the past that already passed that way. The previous months were already blurry caused by someone that really broke my heart. I don't want this to happen again. I promise to be happy by my self, cause everyone deserves happiness, even sometimes those happiness comes not from people that I call boyfriend, but first it comes from my self. So, please be nice .... November <3



Sunday, October 28, 2012


Hingga kini aku mengerti bahwa di zaman sekarang sesuatu yang sebenernya biasa itu digede gedein sehingga kesannya itu WAH padahal ya biasa aja


Friday, October 26, 2012

Bismillah dan selamat menempuh UTS

:D

picture's taken from Google


You can ask me what to DO and what I shouldn't have done before but the MOST IMPORTANT thing is YOU can't change FOR who I am

Thursday, October 25, 2012

I remember people who hurt me but they are one of the reason why I pray

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Better than Ever

You run your fingers through your hair slowly
How could it be so a reality?
Eyes in the full of beauty
Walk with much more swaggy

Then at that evening, you walked by
I watched you jump over the half-built wall
thinkin if this was a movie
You acted as if you had been the actor
Sayin Hi to your friends
and on the park seat I sat
with a thing on my mind

Hey Summer..yey it's summer
I'm a daydream believer
Can we walk down the street together?
just say "yes" and don't say never
So we'll show to people
How junior and senior
could be captivated by each other
Don't wanna be a following, neither a follower
Just stay beside me and show me things are gettin better
Better..better than ever


Monday, October 1, 2012

New month, new smile, new story, new spirit, new atmosphere, new mind, new soul, new me :)

Sunday, September 30, 2012

Dear You

I was alone..totally alone
when I said I needed a shoulder to cry on to
when I felt there was nobody cared
when I thought my life would end up that easy
then you came along
In the mid lovely March
tried to figure out what's on my mind
I said you would never find it
and you wished my heart was yours
I said you would never be the one I needed
I said it would never be that easy

I remembered when you almost cried
You "tweeted"
You just did
you cried
Cause she's gone

April, You said you would stay
I believed
Your words...Your hug...Your broken smile
Made me see everything that I couldn't see
Made me believe in everything I thought it was all a lie
cause you opened my eyes
cause you made me believe in life

all your sweet lullaby
three half months passed by
Felt like living in a fairy tale
Happiness were there with me
I said don't worry don't worry
I have somebody
who used to be with me
I know he was lovely
I know he was trusty

And at July
When I felt like "where are you?"
I wished you knew
I missed you
Then I called you
I texted you
You said you wanted to be alone
But I know it wasn't and end
You thought it was a game?

Dear you..
I'm watching you gone
Don't you think seventeen's too young to be played by your dark twisted games when i loved you so?
is it me? or my blind optimism to blame?
or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love and take it away?

Dear you..
Someday I wish you knew






Friday, August 31, 2012

"EVERYONE'S IMPERFECTLY PERFECT WOHOOO!"

my new step :)


Today was a great day, the first time I entered my college. hahaha Public Health Faculty of Airlangga University, East Java, here's where I belong. uum really had a great day, met some lecturers, seniors, and other newbies. Made a group, discussed many things. woah may this is the first step to reach my success. Here I'll make friends with another new friends, yuuup new life, new step, new day, new story :) 

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

my childhood
<3

cuteeeeee

the left top was taken in Kutai Museum, Tengarong and the others were taken in Bumi Senyiur Hotel,  Samarinda,  East Borneo

me and my big brother

Monday, August 27, 2012

hi peeps, RIP HOLIDAY!!!haha starting the routinity as usual, hmm dont forget that everyday is holiday, enjoy your day ! 
picture's taken from http://www.freeprettythingsforyou.com


picture's taken from  http://www.freeprettythingsforyou.com 
everyday is a holiday, keep calm and eat your cupcake .. haha


just me, my self, and I <3

Friday, August 24, 2012

I'm hopeless and now I realize that ....

This Is My Blog: My First Post And It's For All My Classmate :D

This Is My Blog: My First Post And It's For All My Classmate :D: Aku lupa tanggal berapa tepatnya kelasku foto buku kenangan. Tapi inilah hasil dari foto buku kenangan kelas kami.. kelas XII IPA 6 SMA Nege...
"As long as you love me, I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold" - Justin Drew Bieber (As Long As You Love Me - Believe)

Thursday, August 23, 2012

"there's gonna be a song that would help you through many tough things"
"did you forget that you're an angel who forgot how to fly?"

Friday, August 17, 2012

"There's gonna be times when all you wanna do is just laying on your bed while listening to the music, and you don't even care with the world around you" - :p

Thursday, August 16, 2012

keep calm and ....

"Sometimes all I want to do is stealing God's notes, so that I know what will happen to me :p"
"hey you!yes you!the one who's reading this, you're beautiful!"
sometimes I try not to care but I end up with messing with my own mind until I realize the reason is you
it's not easy to grow up, to accept that you're no longer a child who didn't use to care too much with your problem, all u did is just playing around,and the only thing that scared you was those strangers who stuck out their tongue